Words That Don't Translate
+Some feelings exist in other languages as single words and come to us only in paragraphs: if they come at all.
Mafi Islam
Data Privacy & Cyber Security · Goethe University Frankfurt
About
I am a PhD researcher in Data Privacy and Cyber Security at Goethe University Frankfurt, Germany. I also work as a journalist at Ekattor TV, Bangladesh. My work sits at the intersection of technology, politics, and society.

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Daily reflections on solitude, language, memory, and the texture of ordinary life.
Some feelings exist in other languages as single words and come to us only in paragraphs: if they come at all.
Memory is not a recording: it is a retelling, and like all retellings, it drifts from the original with each repetition.
A city at night is a different city. The same streets, the same geometry: but everything means something else.
Attention, Simone Weil wrote, is the rarest and purest form of generosity. I have been thinking about this for weeks.
We have forgotten that reading is a form of hospitality: you invite another consciousness into the rooms of your mind.
There is a particular quality to the silence of early mornings that I have never been able to describe to anyone who hasn't experienced it themselves.
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Short fiction and narratives — characters caught in moments that change them slightly.
After her mother died, she found forty three unsent letters in a shoebox under the bed. All of them were addressed to people her mother had never mentioned.
The painting had been in the family for three generations and had changed, they all agreed, since they first got it.
The 11:47 to the terminus was never crowded. Just the man who always read the same page, and the woman who slept before the doors closed.
He drew maps of places that no longer existed, and his maps were always wrong: but wrong in exactly the right way.
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Lines borrowed from writers I return to. Sentences that stayed.
Attention is the rarest and purest form of generosity.
Examine for a moment an ordinary mind on an ordinary day. The mind receives a myriad impressions : trivial, fantastic, evanescent, or engraved with the sharpness of steel.
I have always imagined that Paradise will be a kind of library.
In the depth of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer.
We are all just walking each other home.
I am not resigned: I am not afraid. I do not even bother to be brave.
Not everything that is faced can be changed, but nothing can be changed until it is faced.
Writing is the unknown. Before writing, we know nothing of what we will write. In all its fullness.
The cradle rocks above an abyss, and common sense tells us that our existence is but a brief crack of light between two eternities of darkness.
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Original poems — small pressings of language against feeling.
April 10, 2026
I am learning to draw the map
of what I cannot find:
the country that exists
only when I close my eyes,
where the roads go wherever
I believed they would,
and every door I knock on
opens before I touch it.
I have been mapping this place
for years. The borders shift.
The rivers run backward
in the rainy season.
Still, I return. Still,
the light there is the light
of the word almost:
which is the most honest light I know.
Written after reading Borges on libraries.
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Passages from books I love, set down here to be read slowly.
Darpan Kabir
Recited by Mafi Islam
"It was not spring that first knocked on my door, but neglect."
Rudra Mohammad Shahidullah
Disturbed Coast, February 1979: Recited by Mafi Islam
"Too much of the world has entered the body and nature: was it really necessary!"
Virginia Woolf
The Waves (1931)
"The sun had not yet risen. The sea was indistinguishable from the sky, except that the sea was slightly creased as if a cloth had wrinkles in it."
Rainer Maria Rilke
Letters to a Young Poet (1929)
"I would like to beg you, dear Sir, as well as I can, to have patience with everything unresolved in your heart and to try to love the questions themselves."
James Baldwin
The Fire Next Time (1963)
"I underwent, during the summer that I became fourteen, a prolonged religious crisis."
Italo Calvino
Invisible Cities (1972)
"When a man rides a long time through wild regions he feels the desire for a city."
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Academic publications, working papers, and research at the intersection of Data Privacy and Cyber Security.

Mafi Islam
Mohammad Mafizul Islam
Mohammad Mafizul Islam
Mohammad Mafizul Islam
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A timeline of roles, institutions, and the journey across journalism, academia, and technology.
2025 - Present

Goethe University Frankfurt · Frankfurt am Main, Germany
Topic: Data‑Sharing Behaviours with Generative Artificial Intelligence
2022 - 2024

Darmstadt University of Applied Sciences · Germany
Thesis: Information Seeking with ChatGPT: Factors Influencing Media Students Behavioural Intention to Use ChatGPT
2019 - 2021

University of Gothenburg · Sweden
Thesis: Tailors, Merchants, and Consumers of Misinformation: Unearthing the Patterns of Misinformation in Bangladesh
2012 - 2015

North South University · Bangladesh
Advanced studies in English literature and critical theory.
2008 - 2011

Stamford University Bangladesh · Bangladesh
Foundational studies in English language and literature.
2014 - Present

Ekattor TV · Bangladesh
Reporting on politics, technology, and social issues.
2012 - 2014

Grameenphone Ltd · Dhaka, Bangladesh